I feel my life lately has been nothing more then a series of distractions. There is little that I am contributing to anything at the moment. Its not that I don’t want to. I feel the urge to create, or do anything, pulling tightly everywhere in my body. I actually feel guilty when I am wasting time and it’s starting to make me feel angry and frustrated. I am actually bored with people right now. They bother me so much. Why can’t they just stay away from me and let me do what I want to do. I am tired of entertaining the masses and doing everything for them. I need to watch out for myself and take care of my interests. I want to write. I want to write about a lot of things. I have a few ideas in my head and my current job provides me with the time for reflection and pondering needed to come up with additional ideas. I just need to get started. Is it true that most great writers need to be secluded to be successful? For some reason I feel like it should be true. It’s a strange paradox. You need to feel isolated from the world to be able to write insightfully about it.